Nothing changes in a year, the pain stay still, and in period times every month is still the worst, I hate my mind in those times. He was still flirting with me in some times, and I thought he changed his mind but, I'm just to innocent I guess. As he knew I misunderstood his flirting, he finally stop it, but when the flirting stop, he is not easy to reach to ask for help anymore and so slow in replying my chats, which is only contain questions of learning.

                In December I finally bought my dad's dream motorcycle, it's NMAX S Version. It's the most expensive thing I bought, second one is my dream laptop in 2021 I guess. I don't know what will happen but I know Allah is with me.