After so many tries and rejections, finally I'm hired since in June, and I got two companies as options at that time which I don't enjoy because freedom is heavy, as if I take the risk over my future, it's like a checking point in life.
But it's not that hard since one of them requires their employees to work until late night if there's an error or bug since their app is related to internet so it's highly being accessed with their clients and I am the only child, my parents would mind if I must go home at late night every day from work.
The new workplace is non-tech company, so it's more strict just like common companies. What's good about it is; the office is near to my home, but they will move quite far about two years later, I still chose it anyways because it's still more tolerable than another one's case, at least at present.
I got six months probation until November, and they extended the probation period for three months until February which means I need to start applying again from now on.
In other hand, my dad was sick in middle of November, he has very high hypertension which caused him hard to breath at night and couldn't sleep. He only worked for some weeks in November because of that.
He is still under care of cardiologist and urologist until now, but he can do daily activities like normal, he only need to drink the medicines and meet the specialist doctors as the scheduled.
His boss let my dad took a rest in December which means I am the one who is in charged for entire expenses in January. Meanwhile, there is no guarantee from his boss about his work in the next year. It makes us concern about what will my dad do in the future if his boss really doesn't want to hire him anymore. So, I'm now collecting money to buy a car for him. I hope one day I can really make it comes true, at least when we need it the most. Ameen allahumma ameen.
I do really have no idea about my future, if they don't extend me again after February, it seems very much like I have to go through the same suffering again just like this year's early. But whatever happens, I'm at peace because I trust Allah's plan, always, InshaAllah.
