The depression finally stops, I had it the last time in August. Allah made something to my heart in the most impossible way that I thought to happen, but it happened, even though it eventually broke my heart again quite intense in December (again), but the reason how Allah made my depression stop gave me a lesson that everything is really possible in Allah’s hand, and it increases my eeman, so it made me got over the pain also in the same month, that’s a huge progress in my spiritual. So it’s true, that trusting Allah wholeheartedly is the only way we can find peace.
But sadly the client doesn’t extend the contract with the company I work at, so it made the company must doing employee clearance to us. So yeah, I will be a jobless in 2025, what a bad way to start a new year right? It seems very much like the struggles and sufferings I had in last 2022 and early 2023 would repeat, but Allah made me back to life again from the intense hardships/tests that made me died so I guess I’ll just have to do my best in every situation, and for the result, I’ll leave it in the hand of Allah. I know He will always help me like He's used to do.
