2018

        This year is really interesting for me. I suffered a lot, I got so much pain to feel, so many tears dropped down, and hurt by people who precisely I cared the most, yet I'm feeling very grateful about them because they made me even much stronger and more mature. I learned a lot by the way they hurt me, but I know they're good people actually, so I want to say thank you very much to them for respecting me enough by behaving like they don't need or want me anymore so I don't have to waste my energy and time to the people who don't deserve me.

          And in this year, some of the things that always hidden are disclosed, even though felt so much hurt for related people at first, but I think it's better for us as soon as we know the truth.

        Also, in this year I met certain people and went to a place that who and where I should belong to, but I strongly believe that what has happened and what will happen are the best for all of us.

         And once again I'm really grateful about the ones who gave the scars in my heart, about the problems I faced in this year, and every single things that happened because they changed me a lot, better.

         And I hope may the tears I cried in this year will be the nourishment to the soil of 2019. Aamiin.