23 December 2022

2021

            So, the virus stay still until the 365th day of this year. Had to wear mask anywhere we go, but now I already get used to it, and found it comfortable and match my personality, especially at work lol.

           The bad side is I didn't run for a year. That's sad. But chasing a public transportation and race with time either go to work on time and go back home to get ready for a zoom class (obviously), are more exhausted than just running, indeed. Because it's not just about timing, but also need you and your brain always ready for both. And having a busy life with low energy is not easy for me, especially with lack of sleep, and I am not good at holding back drowsiness, I found myself unaware between awake and sleep so many times with my eyes open lol.

        I don't have many memorable memories in this year. But I got vaccines two times don't worry. I rarely meet my friends and avoiding to meet them as well because I really need to save my money to buy one of my dreams in this year. Other than that, being an adult is all about responsibility right? You got family to feed, you have bills to pay, and if you're that only child with the same economy as me, I am sure you have debts to pay as well, maybe not yours but your parents but you are their only one, if you know what I mean.

        And you still want to make your parents' dreams come true because their dreams are yours as well. And you still have to race with time about it, because we never know how long time they have left right? Ok that's the saddest part.

        And I just want to say thank you very very much to that special one who stays still with me until the end of this year, I always hope that you last forever with me. Aamiin ;)

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